Darkness surrounds me
Storm of emotions burning my soul
Feeling so hateful to myself
Is there any sunshine to light my way?
I am shattered
Head is clouded with gloomy thoughts
Want to disappear with eyes bloodshot
Aimless running is a better option.
On the way, cold wind touched my face
My mood swings
Images of recent good moments passing through my eyes
Leaving me in feeling of half crying half laughing.
In feeble trembled voice, I shouted -
“I would not cry”,
“I want to smile”,
“I want to live a life full of vibrant colors in it”;
Again a new question emerges out of my mind
“Do I have any reason to smile?”
Mood swings again
And I realized I was in illusion from past few days;
I am succumbed
I am so insignificant to this world
Suffocation giving me thousand deaths every single second
Feathers! Please help me to fly.
No! Says Feathers
Reminding me of the joys their red color had felt recently
Their fragrance holds me tight making my face stoic
Those thoughts left me devastated as they were part of an
illusion
I am so helpless now
My mind is blank
Is there anyone to hold my arm?
As I am heading towards A Lost Way !
As I am heading towards A Lost Way !
