And I saw her ....

And I saw her today

She was looking different

A mask is covering all of her innocence

Like before, her eyes were not talking to my soul

Lips were moving but not for me

She was drunk but not in her original way

Fingers were creeping but not on my hand

She was constantly denying my presence

But my heart was floating within the ranges of tides

Together, we shared many laughs and moments of joy,

Now she is laughing by making fun of me among her friends.

I wondered, why she has changed

My newness has faded, Is that the reason?

But still, my heart constantly jumping to the throat around her

I am choosing her, day after day

It’s difficult to speak to an unfeeling stone, to weep in front of its blank face.

I constantly imagine footsteps, as if she is running to comfort me.  
I know it's just my mind, but my heart gives way to hope.