Aspects of Loving Her

Love is like the wind, you can't see it, but you can feel it. Love is the most beautiful thing happened to anybody. There is never a time or place for true love. It happens accidentally, in a heartbeat, in a single flashing, throbbing moment. It happened only when you find someone who can truly turn your world around.

Loving her gave me the most precious moments of my life. God was really kind to me for giving me such a beautiful experience. Loving her means to feel proud to have her part of my life.

Loving her gave me that courage to share all those things which I have never shared with another soul. I shared my hopes for future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at me. I engaged her in all of my dreams.

Loving her means to keep her as the first thought in mind when I wake up and the last thought when I sleep. Even while sleeping her angelic part always plays well with my inner demons.

Loving her means having my entire day lit up by just getting a “Good Morning” text from her. Doesn’t matter how many obstacles are waiting for me during the day, but her spark is enough to keep my moral high. I always keep her with me in my thoughts while doing every little thing. Whenever I had something to cheer about, she was the first one whom I want to speak out to share my overflooded energetic dancing emotions.

Loving her cause my eyes to get cemented whenever I find her in front of mine. It was a real joy to see how sunshine plays with her hair, how her little eyes generate twinkle which could make the stars feel low in full moon night, how her smile turn up all the dead flowers, how her sweet voice constrain earth to dance on its axis. I never understood how a small mole on her cheek could become so much inviting.

Loving her makes my every prayer in front of god comprise of only one wish i.e. to be with her. She is a miracle that can happen to only few lucky people and I am the one. She is beautiful - not only in looks but in every single aspect of being a girl.

Loving her gave me the true meaning of my life. In her light, I learnt how to love. In her beauty, I started making poems. I was amazed when I noticed you in that way for the very first time, not because of your beauty, but because of the fact that everything I have ever wanted was right there in front of my eyes.

Loving her makes me to cherish moments of that kiss which actually never happened. But that kiss was memorable in ways - It was part of long husky conversations, It was part of few casual promises, it was part of a balloon dream, it was part of those feelings which were never expressed, it was the only kiss that we shared in pictures and videos. Many times, that kiss still helped me out to surpass the feeling of basorexia.

Loving her means to get jealous and mad whenever any other guy talks to her because you never want anybody else to know how good she is.

Loving her was never easy. I don’t know how to put everything into words or there are enough words to describe those emotions. You wish things would turn out how you want them to but loving her means being okay when those expectations fall apart.

Loving her essentially understands that some part of mine will always want her, the good, the bad and the ugly, that a little part of me will always love her. Because after all, in loving her, I had and will only ever give her the best of me. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as silly words, songs or drive become invaluable treasures kept safe in my heart to cherish forever.

Hold My Hand

Sparsh & Shinaya got together during the early Spring days. Season's cycle is in its last quarter and Sparsh is pretty sure Shinaya will never let him fall away in spite of the fact that she is just untouched till now with all his efforts....!!

During the early spring season

You entered in my life for a reason.

We had lot of talks 

And silently love emerges on the walks.

You warned me not to fall in the flow

But you yourself allowed it to grow.

Suddenly we both fell into the trap

Love was all around having eyes covered with strap.

I was so happy after getting you

It was an unforeseen dream which came true.

Good days wont lasts as all is flux nothing stays still

You went away breaking all the promises against my will.

Since then I have been running so long

Winter came keeping me all alone.

Still there remains lot of moisture in my eyes

But you are just untouched ignoring all my tries.

May be I have made lot of mistakes

But I always try to give you my best.

Never mind in losing all the argument with you just to avoid fight

Being with you in every situation is all my plight.

You have added colors to my life 

Like an ink drop does with water light.

You are the only one with whom I have walked that extra mile

As you are the only reason I have to smile.

It hurts me a lot

When you treat me like an ordinary odd.

Are those "effects" not enough for you to make me feel special

Or you have someone else more influential.

Sudden flashbacks reminds me of those amazing days

I wonder will ever be able to live them again in ways.

Not sure of anything as mist of confusion surrounds

But all I need is fragrance of you all around.

Your behavior is making me shattered

May be you find my emotions fractured.

But I promise I would love fighting with you

Rather than loving someone else more than you.

Don't have any idea how long I will be able to continue with the flow

I am very much tired and ready to melt like snow.

One day my eyes will get close and this journey will get end

But I am sure before that you will Hold my Hand !!

Still.. I am in you !!

Sparsh, a low profile average looking undesirable guy losing his ground on the tough path of love. He is too tired of trying and unable to prove his worth in front of Shinaya, a girl full of indescribable beauty.  

I still remember the time

When you were mine.

Now time has changed, so as you

What remains unchanged is spark of your shine.

Everyday I wake up with a hope

Whole day passes down by finding the scope.

Sometimes I feel I’m all done and tired of trying

In the end I find this struggle worthy as you are in my soul.

I am old fashioned as I take relationships seriously

I act and pretend like full of curiosity.

I am not perfect and I don’t deserve an Angel like you

But I am all yours sincerely.

I get jealous I get mad

I do care as you are my fate.

I don’t want anyone else to find out how amazing you really are

As I’m living a dream to be your life mate.

We met accidently for a reason

Pretty early I felt for you as it was a love season.

Whole world conspired me to realize you are not worthy enough for this feeling

But I continue of trying hard to prove you a blessing rather than a lesson.

Many times I stumbled, trembled and felt unsecure

I have been lied to and get hurt on this detour.

Moments came when my mind finds its over

Persistence is all my heart learned by keeping me endure.

Oh’ Girl please understand the things from my side too

I don’t know the dirty tricks to make you woo.

No mind games and no lies is the key of honest relationship

My worst fear is losing you so give me a chance as I don’t deserve a queue.

You possess an Angelic twinkle

Sunshine smile of yours gives my heart love sprinkle.

Even a thought of you is enough to drive me crazy

Come to me baby, my earth has stopped moving and heart is tired of getting wrinkled.

I have a dream to be with you

Love is too weak a word for what I feel for you.

You have bewitched my body and soul

Just give me sign so that I can follow the avenue.

I have decided to stick with the path of loving you

I just hate the idea of anyone else having you.

Miracles do happen every day and I just need one for me

As still… I am in you !!