सपने में एक सपना....

सुबह सुबह की बात है , 

आँख खुली भी नहीं थी कि नम हो गयी |

आँख का नम होना कुछ नया नहीं था ,

लेकिन इस बार कारण कुछ नया था, अलग था |

इस बार आँसू ख़ुशी के थे , 

कुछ तो अच्छा हुआ होगा ?

जी हाँ, अभी अभी मैंने सपने में एक सपना सच होते देखा है ||

मेरी सोयी आस फिर से जाग गयी है, 

कोशिकाओं में रक्त संचार दुरुस्त हो गया है, 

दिल ख़ुशी से हिलोरे मार रहा है ,

आकांक्षाओं की नदी तेज़ बह रही है , 

बंद आँखों से भी कुछ दिख रहा है ,

उदासीन नींद टूट रही है ,

यथार्थ का यथार्थ से मिलन हो रहा है ,

कुछ तो नया हो रहा है |

अभी अभी मैंने सपने में एक सपना सच होते देखा है ||

If I have that 25th hour ...!!

Every single second of my life consists of you

But 24 hours are not sufficient as I am too much into you  

So now I need more time in a day to love you in different way

To do the things which I can’t do in the given real time

So here the idea emerges of an extra 25^th hour ....

If I have that 25^th hour I would like to –

Love you more just to assure that this is not just an obsession

Make you understand how much I am into you without even saying anything

Feel guilty by bending down on my knees for all my wrong doings

Bring that lost faith and trust back within our relation

Thank you for all the joys you bring into my life

Remove every single possible reason that could separate you from me

Get transform myself into a newer version of your type

Go on an extra mile drive on the way that moves only in single direction

Go on a place where no eyes could catch your glorified beauty except mine

Laugh with you like an insane on the silly things which happened to us

Find you by just smelling your fragrance when my eyes covers with strap

Hold you in my arms so tight that even air couldn’t be able to pass

Clasp your hand so that you can’t run away

Get lost in your sparky twinkling eyes

Creep a feather on your crystal clear glowing face

Move my fingers onto your white slippery skin

Play with your hairs having a lush black forest within

Take a touch of your shiny lip gloss so that I could feel your breath on my lips

Get wet in rain holding you in my arms

Dance with you on a breathless song without getting restless for whole night

Drink alcohol that much so that only my fingers crawl to seek you

Die in the meantime as I don’t have time for the same during those real 24 hours

I wish If I have that 25^th hour ….!!

Glimpses of 2013

As December of 2013 is fading away and a New Year is about to hit the clock, I am remembering the moments which I lived in last 12 months. I will always remember 2013 as a “Turning Point” for my life. When this year started I was full of grit and determination to achieve the goals I set for myself. I was highly motivated having a clear roadmap for whole year.

I was cultivating my dreams from last 10 years and first two months of this year were part of that cultivation process. But divine forces of this universe have some other plans for my life. March was the month that changed everything in my life including my identity. How rightly said “A person often meets his destiny on the road he took to avoid it”; that exactly what happened to me. A decade passed away by holding a dream but just a single incident changed all that.

I am still not sure whether it was a right decision to change the path of life or not. But all I know is that now I am a different person and actually I am in love with this new identity. May be I just overrated everything and took some wrong steps but this is the time to move ahead on the current path as I am the only one who chooses this way. This was the year to ask questions from myself consisting of many what’s, why’s , How’s, etc. and every answer has its core idea of ‘Never Give up’ approach.  

Flashbacks of 2013 reminds me of moments full of excitements, fun, love, lies, promises, sorrow, drives, meetings, emotions, hopes, prays, care, losing self-control, sleepless nights, getting mad, laughing and trying a ‘new’ thing, learning new ‘words’. The better part of year was too good to over cover all the sorrowful dark days. I am thankful to God for giving me all these vibrant colors of life and also an amazing individual ‘M’.

It is worth to mention here that this year also changed my taste for literature. Even I wrote poem for the very first time in life. More accomplishments were getting published and to get associated with some major media portals.

It gives me pain to think about all those friends of mine who ditched me or get separated from me for some unknown reasons.  I am also the reason for some broken friendships as I was running for something to badly that I never even bothered about other things.

Apart from my personal life, Sachin Tendulkar’s retirement and making of Arvind Kejriwal led AAP government in Delhi are the stories that touched my heart. Also watching 'Raanjhanaa' was an indescribable experience. 

Nobody is perfect, neither me nor you so it’s time to say sorry to all whom I hurt knowingly or unknowingly and many thanks to others for giving me moments of joy.

Special thanks to God for sending his envoy to add colors into my life, for transforming my passion and for everything else that happened to me. I am blessed by your move as I have a strong belief that my prayers will never go in vain and The major turnaround which my life took in this current year will take me to some good heights and will prove all my decisions correct.

I hope the upcoming year will bring more joy in everybody’s life and make the world prosperous for living.

Happy New Year!!